When You Hit Rock Bottom – A Poem

Anjila Shrestha — Sat, 24 Jul 2021 02:47:18 +0000

The hopeless feeling and the heavy heart 
The sleepless nights and the teary eyes 
The continuously falling self-esteem and the anxiousness 
The loneliness and the fake smile 

I remember them
I remember them all 
I remember being in pain 
I remember denying them 

And I remember getting no help 
I was naive 
I didn’t know how the world worked 
So I blamed on myself 

I blamed my parents 
And I blamed the society 
What was I supposed to do? 

What was a girl living miles away from her home supposed to do? 
When you hit rock bottom, it does not makes sense
When you hit rock bottom, you question yourself

Hitting rock bottom in my life only made me stronger. It made me challenge the same thing that once broke me. This message is to everyone who is thriving, hustling, and living each day at a time: that you will make it. That you will make yourself proud!!

Taking life step by step

Luna Maluna Gri — Mon, 28 Jun 2021 19:12:18 +0000

For the past weeks now I’m feeling like I’m barely moving forward but so much is changing at the same time. So much is moving in my life right now but still the steps to move forward take such a long time (or more than I sometimes would like that they take). And then last week our Wifi stopped working after a storm, leaving me with almost no internet. I then decided, okay maybe this is my chance now to really focus and think about what I want for my life. And you know what, it is okay to sometimes stop, stand still for some time and take the next steps slowly. To take time to really figure things out, even if it might not be as fast as you wish it to be, some things just need time. And that’s totally okay.

Sometimes these days
I feel like
I’m running
all the time
but I’m not moving
anywhere

And that is okay
It is okay
to stand still
for some time,
and breathe
to go inwards
and see
what needs to be moved
there

#life – The Uncoiled

When You Hit Rock Bottom – A Poem

Taking life step by step